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Brainstorming on the future of adilas and what we (I) would like to do. No specific order: -I need help; I’m feeling trapped and somewhat overwhelmed. We have tons of great ideas, a great base and good directions. However, I can’t do it alone! I need help! -We are virtually out of money. I don’t have any, Steve doesn’t have any and minimal amounts are coming in. We are about 1/3 of what we need. -Time is a huge concern. We have the ideas and the direction. What we don’t have is the time. We actually do have the time – but time translates into money and we don’t have that. -I feel driven to finish it. I still have a lot of ideas but I’m finding it hard to be motivated. The projects and requests keep piling up and the time and money keep disappearing. -I feel like I’m going to break, then I feel find, then I’m down again, kind of a cycle of sorts. One of the things that makes me feel bad is how I perceive others think about me. It is scary to see how much I base my worth on my perceived value based on the reaction of others. That is a scary place to be, you actually become a puppet of sorts. I’ll say this, being totally externally motivated is a slippery road. -I know what I need to do but sometimes I can’t even get going. I can’t sprint but I can walk. -I feel driven to share and help other people know why and what we are doing. I’d like to write, teach, talk, lead discussions and help people to think and brainstorm. -The whole project is getting big and complicated. Cause and effect relationship are everywhere. There is a lot of demand for what we are doing but it takes work, training and the right people. This project is not for everybody. -Who is it for? Why would someone want to use it? What do they gain? What do they lose? What would help them? How would you put the pieces together? I’ve got a lot of answers floating around in my head. -My patriarchal blessing uses the word service in church callings and in my profession. I want to remember that. -Sometimes my vision is very limited. I need to lift my vision and see what I see! -I think it would be fun to be an advisor on a big project. Coordinate people, schedules, direction and balance fun and work. I think that would be fun. -I’d love to jump to other projects. Finishing is tough. Having said that, I do enjoy looking back and seeing a finished product. Maybe I’ll just keep going! Find a good pace and keep on walking! |